It's been two months...

Hahahahaaa... I was so sorry for not wrote anything in here since Oktober. Hahahahaa.... I was so busy. It's not too late to say Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, right?


So... what should I write?

Ah.... The  school report. I didn't get any bad score. But I wasn't satisfied with my score in Biology and History lessons. I got 7,... It's really close with the minimum score. Beside that, my score is okay.

You know what? I got 97 in Mandarin while my math 93. I wan't that shock actually. But... usually my math is the highest. Yah... I hope I can keep those score. Hahahahaaa....

After that, my teacher gave me a form to choose our major in next grade. There's only natural science and social science. To be honest, I want to choose social science even though my natural science score is higher than the social. (It's only different 4 points -_-)

I don't have any special reason about it. I just feel... bored with math and all-those-it's-friends.

In that form, we need to write our future-wishing-job (am I wrong? I don't know how to write them). I wanna be a singer. Hahahaha.... and it impossible for me to write that. My parents (My Dad) didn't allow me to be something like that. He said that it's just wasting time. My mother didn't give any comment. She just asked cynically, "Can you? What will you do?"

I kept quiet.

Then I wrote designer. And my mom said again, it's better for me to choose business woman, because I'm Chinese (not really Chinese, just Chinese descendant. Officially, I'm Indonesian) and we closed enough with business. But she allowed me to be designer (after a long time she didn't allow me).

My dad though if i wanna be a fashion designer such as what I said when I was 9. If i wanna be a fashion designer, he will send me to Laselle Collage. He said it's the best fashion school in Jakarta.

But I said, I wanna take design product as my major in university. I also said if I wanna go to UPH.

For sure, my parents isn't rich. They're just employee. They can't send me to UPH because it's the most expensive university in Indonesia and they also said, UPH isn't that good. I don't know.

My dad suggested me to choose ITB, the second best university in Indonesa. Actually my dad want me to go to UI, but UI don't have design product.

Ah ya, I wanna join SM Global Audition that held in Jakarta on February 23rd. I hope I can join #eventhoughmydaddontwant

Okay, that's my story. Sorry I cant give you any EXO picture like before. I haven't updated about them T^T

Label: Merry Christmas, my conscience, New Year